Perfect One
What is he doing to me?
I feel like a lovesick puppy. Constantly checking my phone for missed calls. Telling myself to play it off as if someone was watching me. I've never been so happy in my life.
The walks on the beach, the bike rides, the yummy food, and friends we share. We are so alike, but so different. It's perfect. Everything is perfect. He is perfect. He's smart, talented, hard-working, has a good heart, is a good person,good sense of humor (laughs at my jokes), handsome to boot, and when we are together, everything is perfect.
But its so scary. The thought of finding someone so perfect. Perfect for me. The feelings of happiness are so overwhelming... and now he's slipping so far away from me. My grip loosening, my heart dropping and breaking. Darkness overwhelms me. Sadness fills in the gaps. I'm alone again.
Then I wake up.
I feel like a lovesick puppy. Constantly checking my phone for missed calls. Telling myself to play it off as if someone was watching me. I've never been so happy in my life.
The walks on the beach, the bike rides, the yummy food, and friends we share. We are so alike, but so different. It's perfect. Everything is perfect. He is perfect. He's smart, talented, hard-working, has a good heart, is a good person,good sense of humor (laughs at my jokes), handsome to boot, and when we are together, everything is perfect.
But its so scary. The thought of finding someone so perfect. Perfect for me. The feelings of happiness are so overwhelming... and now he's slipping so far away from me. My grip loosening, my heart dropping and breaking. Darkness overwhelms me. Sadness fills in the gaps. I'm alone again.
Then I wake up.
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