In The End.

It's crazy.

The thought. Me. In love? Never thought it could happen. Then I met you. Nothing has been the same since you left. I realize now that it wasn't just fun. It's scary when you find someone so perfect for you. You don't know how to be. I was overconfident, and underneath it all, was vulnerable. I was so used to being something else, I forgot how to be me, be me with you. I don't feel that there was any chance, not right now, and everyone had been routing for the other team. I don't want the other team. I just wanted you. But its all ruined now. I ruined it. But you took it to the extreme. Now that it's all over I realize that maybe it just wasn't meant to be. But maybe it's meant to be for another time... or lifetime.

I'm reminded of you everyday. I try to forget you. Keep moving. That's what you did. But I can't help to think what if?? What if I didn't say what I did? would it have ended in a different way? or would we be smiling and taking walks on the beach?

Only time will tell...

The one thing I know for sure. I love you as a person for all the right reasons.